Temporary

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21st month. 11/18/19 B, i dunno what to say. After hearing those words from you – “nawawala na pag mamahal ko sayo dahil sa kakaaway mo sakin every minute of every day.” Nakakasawa na. Its up to you. Kung hindi mo tanggap pagkatao ko na lagi nag iinom at tambay at tropa, hindi na tayo …

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Alive

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You were a breath of fresh air. Pain changes people, and I couldn’t agree more to it. I was one to believe in pure love and happy endings, but since reality (always) says otherwise, I have learned to be cold, to not get affected and attached, and rejected people after that bad heartbreak. It was …

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Just A Dream

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Everything happened in a snap. I always knew you were broken, you never failed to warn me from the start, and despite all, I’ve never been so sure of one thing — that I always wanted to stay. Learning about your past just made me want you more — not because I want to give …

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Bulan at ang hamak na tao

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mahal kong Bulan Ilang akda na ang aking naisulat nang ikaw ang iniisip ngunit ni isa doon ay wala akong balak na ibahagi sa iyo. Ikaw ang inspirasyon sa aking kagalingan. Sa araw-araw ay kinakaya, umaasa sa balang araw na malinaw, ikaw ay sa wakas aking nang makakasama sa buhay. Sa aking kaiisip sa pantasyang …

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Reciprocal

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What was it like to live in a monastery? How does it feel to live in a choosen profession? And what is that so called Gods calling? It’s been five years since I last saw her. She’s a kind of jolly, very energetic. She excel in her studies, academically and in her extra curricular activities. …

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Tapos na…

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Dear mr. unknown I am here lying on my bed, staring at the darkness… our memories slowly creeping in again, and i can feel that familiar beating of my heart…suddenly i just found myself looking at our last picture together, before we finally call it quits, before we start admitting to ourselves that it is …

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Tired

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Been experiencing ups and downs these couple of years, but this year seems different. Especially the past few months, I’ve been feeling really alone. I have friends that I know will be there for me no matter what. Pero bakit ganun habang tumatagal mas nahihirapan ako mag-open up sakanila. I always feel invalid and I …

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Almost

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I believed that mental health is very important in every stage of life. I’ve been suffering emotionally since the day I had lost my father. I was never aware what I’ve been going through until I almost killed myself. The knife was there already when suddenly my dog held me on my knees because he …

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