Drowning

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I’m afraid. I can’t move from where I am. I’m always stuck here. Nowhere to go. Even if I take a step…. The shadow of mine would pull me back. It would always take me back whenever I move forward. “This is your safe haven. Don’t move from here. I will protect you.” I got …

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Hallooooooo

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Put the past in the past. Forget the past and looking forward to what lies ahead (Philippians 3:13). Colossians 3:13-14 New International Version (NIV) 13 Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14 And over all these virtues put on love, …

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Poems for you.

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I am uncertain if you will be able to read this, but here it goes: That was the day you needed to go A note, i found under my pillow Twas the only thing you left for me A strong girl, i needed to be I cant cry and pour my heart out I didnt …

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Last

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Malapit na mag 2 years. Alam kong naka move on na ako. Pero feeling ko lang na may natitira pang pain sakin mula nung nangyare yon. Di ko alam pano ihahandle yung nararamdaman ko kase di na pamilyar sakin tong sakit na to. Kase nga alam kong nakalimutan ko na, napatawad ko na siya. In …

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Di ko kinaya

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Hi. Kamusta ka na? Di ko alam pano to sisimulan kaya heto nalang: Di ko kinaya nung nagising ako isang araw at napagtanto kong totoo ngang wala na nang tayo. Di ko kinaya ang mga ala-ala ng sobrang labing-apat na taon nating pagsasama—mula sa pagiging magkaibigan, hanggang sa nagkaibigan. Di ko kinaya ang sakit ng …

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Hourglass

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Hindi ko alam na may unhealed scar pa pala ako. Nagkwento ako kay mama about what happened 6 years ago. 3rd year high school. I studied in a christian school. Itong Pastor M namin is napaka kulit, madaldal, friendly sa mga students and joker. Since 1st year, palagi nya ako pinapansin and my twin sister …

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Unsaid…

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Hi. I want to write my feelings for my friend. We’ve been friends for a long time na rin, and recently nagkakafeelings ako sa’yo. Alam kong happy crush lang pero noon pa naman naiisip ko nang may potential ka pero di ko yon pinansin kasi tropa naman tayo eh. Pero lately kase, not sure kung …

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I ghosted him.. for self love

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3 months kami naguusap until today i decided to stop talking to him, why? im just so tired of him! he was so cold and uninterested para ako nalang gumagawa ng paraan to have conversation with him, and i get tired kasi tuwing mag aaway kami lagi nalang din ako ang magsosorry sakanya, im so …

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pagod

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pagod na ako antayin ka. pagod na ako patunayan sayo na nagbago na ako. hanggang kailan pa ba ako magtitiis ha? araw-araw kitang kausap, sinabi mo babalik ka. pero may hangganan din ang pagaantay at pagt’tiyaga ko. mahal kita. mahal na mahal. pero pagod na ako. i’m still hopeful about us kahit na ganito. pero …

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