Ayayay Pag-ibig

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“Ang problema, wala ibang iikutan yung mundo ko kundi ikaw lang”. Wala akong sariling mundo, walang buhay, literal na ikaw lang pinagmumulan no’n. Sinusubukan ko namang hanapin ang sarili ko, kung saan ako sasaya bukod sayo kasi sa parte ko, mapanira ang pag-ibig kung puro ikaw lang ang nasa isip ko. Huwag mo sanang masamain, …

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Blood in my hands

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TRIGGER WARNING : SELF HARM Sorry I just have to let it out. Today, nov 5 12:25 am I had the worst SH incident i don’t remember when was the last time it was this bad – 2 or 3 mons maybe? Today I’ve cut myself 7 times, smeared blood in my journal, my hands, …

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Overwhelmed

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Today, I woke up on a very anxious state. Everything is scrambled inside. I can’t figure out what to do first. There’s a huge storm coming and I am so afraid of our house getting flooded. Having to wake up knee-deep in flood multiple times scared me of any heavy downpour. I am getting frustrated …

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Hey! Rockstar

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Hi rocker rockstar It’ll sound pathetic, weird and crazy, but please, please drop a message if ever you read this, and feel that it’s for you. Parang baliw pero di ka kasi talaga mawala sa isip ko kahit ilang taon n ang nakalipas. Alam kong nagbabasa ka din dito. Dunno’ kung anong message ang gusto …

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tough life

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haaayh life…bat ba ang hirap mo? kaya pa ba kita? sana gumaan gaan ka naman..ang bigat mo na eh.. i sometimes pray na sana minsan magpadala naman si Lord ng miracle.. na sana maging masaya n ult ang buhay.. ndi nmn magarbo ang pangarap ko simpleng house wife nga lng ginusto ko dati eh pero …

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What happen to us?

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Today I reached out to you again. I texted you. I chatted friends to ask if they have to talk to you. I waited again. I am bothered. I don’t understand what is happening. They told me maybe I should stop first amd give you space. I tried many times but I can’t help it. …

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What happen to us?

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I waited for one week, everyday that I woke up and every night before I go to sleep. I’m checking if you have read my messages already. It’s saddening and upsetting. On the 5th day, you’ve finally viewed my message I am happy like finally right? It gives me a sense of hope na baka …

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wala ng ginawang tama

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ang sakt sa heart i feel so incapable everybody hates me even my team na sobrang love ko apparently hates me as well…. meron oa bang nagmammahal saken??? love urself na lng ba tlaga ang peg mahirap ba talaga akong mahalin??? masamang tao ba tlaga ako??? masama ba ugali ko???? ang sakt…..sobra……ang sakt ng walang …

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