To My Unborn Baby

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Dear Love, Merry Christmas! Mommy Loves you with everything that I have, and With all that I am. You’ve been in my womb for only 6 weeks, I was so devastated when I lost you. Until now, I couldn’t help but cry out loud and be sad each time I remember the most painful day …

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Still in pain

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It’s been almost 4 months since we broke up. I can see that you’ve moved on. Bakit ganun nalang kadali lahat? We’ve been together for 2 years. Nagka anak pa tayo, pero bat ganun mo nalang ako kadaling iniwan at napalitan? Up to this moment nagtatanong padin ako, Bakit? Paano mo nagawa saakin to? Ang …

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Asking for a Friend

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Let me just ask one question. What do you do to build your sense of self or your individuality? I have been struggling thinking about it and it really consumes my energy failing to build up myself and look for my purpose in life. So, to those who have any idea, hope you could help. …

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i can’t move on

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It took a while for me to admit my feelings to this person and when i did it felt great, but i can’t move on. Everyday i think about all the what ifs in my situation and it breaks my heart. We have been talking on and off this year and she became my bestfriend, …

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Ayayay Pag-ibig

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“Ang problema, wala ibang iikutan yung mundo ko kundi ikaw lang”. Wala akong sariling mundo, walang buhay, literal na ikaw lang pinagmumulan no’n. Sinusubukan ko namang hanapin ang sarili ko, kung saan ako sasaya bukod sayo kasi sa parte ko, mapanira ang pag-ibig kung puro ikaw lang ang nasa isip ko. Huwag mo sanang masamain, …

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Blood in my hands

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TRIGGER WARNING : SELF HARM Sorry I just have to let it out. Today, nov 5 12:25 am I had the worst SH incident i don’t remember when was the last time it was this bad – 2 or 3 mons maybe? Today I’ve cut myself 7 times, smeared blood in my journal, my hands, …

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