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sorry. sorry ang sakit lang talaga ng puso ko ngayong gabi. sadness and anger. i want to cry it all out, loudly. ang tagal ko nang umiiyak ng palihim sa gabi. minsan ‘pag gising. minsan, out of the blue… biglang sa tanghali o hapon. for once, gusto kong umiyak naman ng malakas. i want to …

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I am not okay

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I am done asking everyone “kamusta na kayo”. I heard all their stories how stress they are, how hurt and tired they are. Sana ako naman yung tatanungin next time ng “uy kamusta ka na?” ” okay ka lang ba”? I tried giving a hint to my bestfriend para tanungin nya din ako and all …

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You forever and a day

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“You were always perfect, and I was only practice Don’t you miss the days, stranger? Don’t you miss the days? Don’t you miss the danger?” And to my stranger. I hope you are always safe and sound. Be healthy as you can you know how prone you are with illness. Today i chose to let …

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VL

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I want you—all of you. I want to look into your eyes when I wake up, every day, every night. I want to lie beside you in bed and snuggle for warmth during winters. I want to feel your sleep-laden arms around me, feeling me up in your dreams. I want you to wake me …

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Isang taon na….

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Isang taon na mula nung huli mo akong kinausap at sinabing hindi ako parte ng buhay mo. Napakasakit manggaling sayo ng mga salitang iyon, knowing i made you a part of my life and i gave up everything for you. Nasugatan ako ng mga sinabi mo. Ang lagi kong tanong ko sa sarili ko ay …

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vince.

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i swiped right on you without knowing what you look like. well, you were looking for a one night stand so i get it. we talked, we agreed, and there, we met. you’re really tall, fair complexion and a gentleman. i noticed it right away when you opened the door and let me in first. …

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Beginning of an Epilogue

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Its been a long time, really. I don’t even know why my mind is still in this state. But then, It just feels like I can’t tell anyone about these feelings. I just want to move, badly. I want to let go and not to remember anything happened in the past. If it means to …

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pagod na.

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nakakapagod palang maging strong. nakakapagod magkaproblema. nakakapagod maghanap ng positivity. having a child without a dad a boyfriend who doesnt love you a career that doesnt grow and patong patong na problema na araw araw mong kinakarga magisa. nakakapagod. gusto ko lang sana huminga. gusto ko lang magpahinga. Gender: female00

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Moon

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Let it all out kanina pa ko nakatulala sa screen ng phone ko and yan lang binabasa ko: Let it all out. i thought im okay already. marami akong nakakausap. im liking someone else na rin. kaso kanina, natulala na lang ako bigla. naalala ko yung araw na nagkita tayo. march 3. hinhintay kita sa …

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My Own Words

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They say that hindsight is 20/20; I guess I understand that now. As I look back on my life, I realize there where many times and ways that I tried to make my life meaningful. I have on numerous occasions, questioned, “What is the true meaning of life?” It is something I have always wrestled …

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