Ayayay Pag-ibig

Les Miseralda
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“Ang problema, wala ibang iikutan yung mundo ko kundi ikaw lang”. Wala akong sariling mundo, walang buhay, literal na ikaw lang pinagmumulan no’n. Sinusubukan ko namang hanapin ang sarili ko, kung saan ako sasaya bukod sayo kasi sa parte ko, mapanira ang pag-ibig kung puro ikaw lang ang nasa isip ko. Huwag mo sanang masamain, magandang bagay namang parati kang nasa isip at puso ko pero alam kong hindi maganda kung sayo lang iikot yung mundo ko. Ayokong mapagod lang kahihintay mabigyan ng oras mo at pagkatapos panggagalingan ng tampo ko dahil pakiramdam ko hahanapin ko pa yung schedule ko. Maniwala ka, hindi mo kasalanan iyon. Tipikal na it’s-not-you-it’s-me drama. There’s nothing more I ever want than to make this relationship with you work. I’m trying to shake this idea off my mind that entering this relationship was a bad idea because you are just the precious thing that happened to me again and I just don’t want to think “us” happened because it favored me. I love you, pero yung fact na ikaw lang pinanggagalingan ng serotonin ko, mahirap. I don’t want to drag you down with me everytime I feel low. Marami kang kailangang bigyan ng oras at ayokong dumagdag para lang maging stress. I want my existence to be your stress ball, that’s the little thing I could do for you.

Gender: Bi F

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